"Strive for adequacy and you will achieve perfection. Strive for perfection and you will never be adequate."

An honest view of the world from the perspective of a recovering anorexic and self-harmer.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Thoughts

"I want to lose weight." I don't know why the thought enters my head tonight. Maybe it's the long day at Women Helping, maybe I'm just tired and vulnerable. I've been struggling a lot recently and I am really tempted to go back to behaviors. I have resisted although I've noticed that I have reduced my starches a little. It's hard being home. Plus I can't find a job so that makes life more difficult. I am trying to stay strong but I'm not sure.

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