"Strive for adequacy and you will achieve perfection. Strive for perfection and you will never be adequate."

An honest view of the world from the perspective of a recovering anorexic and self-harmer.

Monday, May 31, 2010

Meal Record 5/31/10

Breakfast:
Cereal x2
milk x2
cream x2
Snack:
goldfish x2
choc milk
Dinner:
chicken
veggie juice
potato salad
Snack:
Popcorn

Saturday, May 29, 2010

Meal Record 5/30/10

Breakfast:
Cereal x2
milk x2
fats x2
Lunch:
smoothie plus
(fruit x2, milk, protein x3)
Snack:
cereal
milk
fat
Dinner:

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Meal Record 5/23/10

Breakfast:
Cereal
Milk
Cream
Lunch:
Shrimp
Pasta
Broccoli
Snack:
Cereal
Milk
Dinner:
Chicken
Potato salad
Snack:
Strawberries and cream
Cereal
Milk

Saturday, May 22, 2010

Meal Record 5/22/10

Breakfast:
Cereal x2
Milk x2
Cream x2
Smoothie
Lunch:
2 eggs
1 slice Bread
butter
Snack:
Cheddar Bunnies
Dinner:
Turkey burger
Broccoli
chips

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Meal Record 5/29/10

Breakfast:
Cereal x2
milk x2
cream x2
raisins
Lunch:
1 oz Fish
cereal
milk
raisins
Snack:
popped Chips
Dinner:

Thursday, May 6, 2010

Meal Record 5/6/10

Breakfast:
1 Waffle
Cereal
Milk
Mocha w/cream
Lunch:
Pizza
lentil stew
Carrots
Tomatoes
Coffee and cream
Dinner:
Salmon
1/2 sl. bread
Miso
Cereal
Milk w/cream
Snack:
Cookies
pretzels

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Thoughts on an Evening

Feeling really bad right now. FAT! gross. Went to end of the year dance performance. Everyone was so skinny and small and I felt so gross. I just want to loose weight. I am such a fatty and I can't stand it. I just want to loose weight. I feel like I'm binging all the time. I feel like I'm just eating so much food and I feel really guilty about it. I just want to throw up. I feel really sick and uncomfortable.

Meal Record 5/5/10

Breakfast:
2 pancakes
1 sl. bread w/pb
mocha w/cream
Lunch:
boca burger
carrots
tomatoes
milk
cereal
Dinner:
Tuna melt-2sl. bread, cheese
smoothie

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Meal Record 5/4/10

Breakfast:
4 Pancakes
Eggs
Coffee w/cream
Lunch:
Moroccan Lentil Stew
Milk
Dinner:
Egg
Carrot
Milk w/cream
2 pc. bread
Snack:
cereal
pretzels

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Meal Record 5/2/10

Brunch:
Tofu Blueberry Pancake
Scrambled Eggs
Cereal and Milk, w/whipped cream
Veggie Mt. Holyoke
Dinner:
Chicken
Carrots
Rice Cake with PB
Cherry Tomatoes
Milk
Snack: Milk