Thoughts on an Evening

Feeling really bad right now. FAT! gross. Went to end of the year dance performance. Everyone was so skinny and small and I felt so gross. I just want to loose weight. I am such a fatty and I can't stand it. I just want to loose weight. I feel like I'm binging all the time. I feel like I'm just eating so much food and I feel really guilty about it. I just want to throw up. I feel really sick and uncomfortable.