"Strive for adequacy and you will achieve perfection. Strive for perfection and you will never be adequate."

An honest view of the world from the perspective of a recovering anorexic and self-harmer.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Some Days...

Some days it is really hard, if feels like a battle, because in a sense it is. Everyday is so hard. These thoughts, these feelings, they don't go away. Sometimes I just want to shut them up, other times I really want to listen to them. I do not know if I can keep fighting but every day I try. I try to fight for recovery. But it is draining. It is so hard. I just want to give in sometimes and just stop eating just waste away into nothing.