"Strive for adequacy and you will achieve perfection. Strive for perfection and you will never be adequate."

An honest view of the world from the perspective of a recovering anorexic and self-harmer.

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Welcome Back

I'm back home!!!!!!!!!!!! Well what is home to me, Mount Holyoke College!!!! It is so good to be back. Life here is great. I am set up in my own room. I have a single this year!!! Classes start on Wednesday and I am excited. As excited as I am for the new year, I am also really nervous. I really want to do well this year. I don't want it to be like last year. I want to have fun and be free to be me. I don't want more friend drama. I don't want to have to find new friends again this year. Life is too complicated. I need to remember to relax and go easy on myself but I know that I push myself too hard and am worried that I might be doing that again. I am thinking about taking an additional class and I want to get a second job. I need the money but I know I can't do that. I need to work on how hard I push myself and what I spend my time doing. I need to learn to breath and be calm.

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