"Strive for adequacy and you will achieve perfection. Strive for perfection and you will never be adequate."

An honest view of the world from the perspective of a recovering anorexic and self-harmer.

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Christmas Eve

Well it's christmas eve and the family is at church. I'm home alone. Got together my boyfriend today and it was great! However I am still struggling a lot. I feel guilty for eating and then when I do eat I get sick. I hate this. It's not like I'm trying to throw up but I am throwing up and I know it's not good. I know I can't keep going on like this but I'm finding it almost impossible to stop.I know I need help and I'm working on it.

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