Changing the Requirements for Anorexia

http://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/brave-girl-eating/201008/shes-not-skinny-is-she

An important read for those who know or have had any dealings with anorexia.

Some Days...

Some days it is really hard, if feels like a battle, because in a sense it is. Everyday is so hard. These thoughts, these feelings, they don't go away. Sometimes I just want to shut them up, other times I really want to listen to them. I do not know if I can keep fighting but every day I try. I try to fight for recovery. But it is draining. It is so hard. I just want to give in sometimes and just stop eating just waste away into nothing.

Meal Record 7/16/10

breakfast:

cereal

milk

Snack:

juice

cereal

milk

Lunch:

cereal

milk

gazpacho

carrots

Dinner:

shrimp and linguine

watermelon

Tough Day

restricting, exercise, going crazy, feeling fat, gross, not doing too well. life sucks, feeling off, i just want to lose weight.

Meal Record 7/15/10

Breakfast:

Cereal w. milk

Toast w. butter

Lunch:

West African Yams

Tofu

Snack:

Cereal w. milk, fat

milk

watermelon

Dinner:

fish

gazpacho

broccoli

juice

Desert:

chocolate mouse