I am so confused right now. I don't know what I want anymore. I have been restricting and exercising. ED has gotten back in my head, I don't know if he ever left. I don't know if I want to give him up. I look in the mirror and I hate the person I see staring back at me. I just want to lose weight. I want to shrink down to the bone. I hate the excess of fat and flesh. A part of of me knows that this is unhealthy but I don't care. I just want ED to shut up. I am so sick of this. I don't know what to do anymore.
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