Grant Me Serenity

So what has been going on in my life? Well my chest pain has been on the rise as has ED. I started cutting again. Only one incident but it was not great. Life is still stressful and crazy. The family stuff isn't getting any better but I'm dealing with it. I'm trying to take things slowly but who knows what will happen. I haven't been on much so I haven't written in a while. Maybe that's part of the problem, that I haven't been able to get it out.